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Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:51 pm. |
| Mood: | alright.. | | Music: | slug ; abusing of the rib. |
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then there was this one night when i took the time to examine a napkin in a chicago hotel room i wasn't alone it was a night after a show space was full energy was consumed there was a girl emphasis on the "L" she was noticin the detail as well and the two of us found something with each other previously undiscovered hell is for the lovers and the daylight is bright always makes me squint but it feels like magic when it touches my face suffocate myself overwhelm myself and let the sunrays abandon me floatin through space
and she still wonders why i'm so insecure she giggles because i sleep with a body pillow intentions are never nothing short of pure but theres a price to pay when you try to live a little
and attractive as that napkin ever could've been my how it unfolded hold it to the wind try now to be a rock but she's caught under the skin ex-lover and a best friend just like the rest of them then there was this one night i stopped to watch someone bite the tip of a cigarette to hold it inbetween her lips never met nobody like her please brace yourself danger danger this might hurt the playground feels a lot different when the sun's out she wasn't messin round she came in with her guns out screamin bout the ocean anybody wanna go with me never knew punk rock could be so pretty now catch your breath and then catch the ball and sit by the phone so you can catch the call write catchy one-liners on the bathroom stall here i go wouldn't you know still learnin to crawl
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| Time: | 7:06 pm. |
| Mood: | :D. | | Music: | atmosphere - don't ever fuckin question that. |
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sarah heald and i are going to dance in the middle of steak and shake to ATMOSPHERE and kayne west. i love you. ditch chicago and come see me. now. :D
today's wednesday. that means, two days until friday. i don't feel good. cool, maybe i will get sick. maybe it'll be fatal. yay, don't i have a good attitude?
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| Time: | 11:47 pm. |
| Mood: | okay, i guess... | | Music: | ghost world <3. |
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today.. well.. i went off on jamie. enough of that. i need the world, people. happiness and hatred are wonderful, but happiness is a far better thing.
i hung out with sarah today, we went to golden dragon with my mom and ate chinese, i had some good tofu with garlic sauce and rice. mm. then my mom ran some errands so sarah and me hung out in the car, listened to tegan and sara, mates of state, and berlin. it was cute. afterwards, we came back home and sarah and me took a cute walk and talked about some things. then we came to the house and sat at the dining room table and talked for over an hour and it didn't even seem that long. she's adorable and on friday we're having a big bad super slumber party. YES, you ARE invited. tell your friends. we're going to have a BLAST.
i miss jamie, i do. but he needs to give me more than he does. oh, and he asked me to be his girlfriend almost a month ago. (but, he still tells some people that i am his 'friend'.) yeah, that alone rips out veins from my heart. asshole.
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this is where the ship wrecks, heart being spilled into the marble halls; minced through open veins. "a lady cried for solace," said the captain; strength, what she started with. black, all ends.
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